I should have loved you better

God please forgive me…. 
He was my world
I was so cold
He was so warmmm
He deserveddd love
I didn’t know how to love….
I was to busy fighting my own battles
But he always chose to love meeeee


You were takennn fromm me
Before I could heal
God must have needed yyouu
While I had yyouu
I didn’t knowwww
You wouldn’t be here forever
I loved yyouu
I took you for granteddd
I wish I could have showed you more
Given you more
Held you more
Now I live with the regretttt
I didn’t  love you enoughhh
I justtt wanna tell you how much I Lovvee yyouu

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If I had one more chance to show you ….
You deserved to be lovedd
You deserved more
If I had one more chance to show youu….
You deserved to be lovedd
You deserved more

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God knew betterr
He heard the whisperss
He heard me cryy
He knew I was hurting you
He needed you by his side
He knew he loved you more
And it was time
God loved you more
Now you’re freeeee
Freee of me 
And this negative energy

This pain of regret
I will never stop apologizing to you my lovee
I dream of hugging you everydayy
I hear your laughter in the wind
I see your ghost in the shadowwws
If only you knew

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If I had one more chance to show you ….
You deserved to be lovedd
You deserved more
If I had one more chance to show youu….
You deserved to be lovedd
You deserved more

Soul/ alternative metal, female