Mom can’t believe this time as come. My heart my soul just lost. You were just smiling and laughing with me. Now you’re on your way to heaven to reunite with Rick. My mom what a life you had. You did your best for being with a monster of man that was suppose be my dad. A loser that didn’t deserve you. If I knew what I know now I wouldn’t be here .oh mom why didn’t you tell me. Why did you protect me because I now know what a man by was. Now I face whatever time you have mom without hearing your voice seeing your brown eyes I’m sorry mom I’m so sorry. I love you with all my heart you did your very best. Your my angel your my first love my dear mom. How I’m gonna miss you so much. Time is against us all my dear mom. oh I will forever love you. Thank you for being the best you can be. It’s time my dear mom to be with your rick go be in heaven I love u with my my soul. Not sleep and dream of me give my brother Rick a hug. I’ll see you when I get there my dear mom. It’s okay to slip now mom I did my best I tried. I love you forever mom