Forever yours

It hasn’t even been 24 hours and my sweet mom descended into heaven. My heart is torn because I want to hear, but I don’t want her to suffer. She leaves her boys, her mom, her brothers and her grandkids. Why did you have to go? Why can’t you just fight? Oh mom we all tried so very hard to push you, but I know in my heart you were tired mom. I love you. I miss you. I’ll dream of you, but I know now your my Brother Rick as he welcome to you into heaven. Thank you thank you for being the best you can be even when your heart was not meant to be. The things that you had to deal with in your life with an awful man that you thought you loved who happens to be my dad. Mama they say fools fall in love the best part of him was you had the three boys we love you and we know now that we always will be the son of a bastard. A man that don’t deserve to say your name a loser a fake a snake oh mom why did you have to protect him? Why couldn’t you just tell me because what I know now I promise you, mom I wouldn’t even be here. I love you forever. I’ll never forget our laughs or cries and I thank you for being the best you can be and my mom. I wouldn’t change it for the world my dear mom I love you when I see you in heaven . I’m gonna get that piece of my heart that you took when you left me forever yours you’re only Robert