Let You Go

(let you go…)

(addicted…)

I let you walk like I don’t feel it

Smile like I’m fine with the truth

You tell me someone else asked you

Like I ain’t the one holding you

Stayed the night skin on skin

Same old spark same old lie

You say you’re free say it’s nothing

But I see it in your eyes

I play it cool say go have fun

Like my heart don’t split in two

I don’t wanna cage your freedom

I just wish you chose me too

If loving you means letting go

Then why the hell does it feel like this

I set you free but I stay broke

Yeah I’m addicted to your kiss

I tell you go I tell you try

Tell myself I’ll be okay

But every time you leave my side

I’m dying slow yeah

I love you enough to let you go

But I hate myself for staying

I know there’s dinners and fake laughs

Red wine hands you don’t trust

They don’t know your demons

They don’t love you when it’s rough

I forgive like it’s a sickness

I give chances like air

I keep thinking one day you’ll wake up

And realize I was always there

I don’t beg I don’t chase

I don’t tell you what to do

But every maybe that you give me

Cuts deeper than the truth

If loving you means letting go

Then why the hell does it feel like this

I set you free but I stay broke

Yeah I’m addicted to your kiss

I tell you go I tell you try

Tell myself I’ll be okay

But every time you leave my side

I’m dying slow yeah

I love you enough to let you go

But I hate myself for staying

I ain’t scared of being alone

I’m scared of losing you

I ain’t mad you’re seeing someone

I’m mad I’m still choosing you

They’ll let you down they always do

I know that sounds insane

But loving you’s a drug to me

And I don’t wanna be clean

If loving you means letting go

Then why you still my everything

I play it strong I play it cold

But baby you still own me

I tell you go I tell you live

While I drown in what we were

I love you more than I love myself

And that’s the part that hurts

I love you enough to let you go

But I’m addicted to the pain

(let you go…)

(addicted…)