Love loss

I kiss goodbye like it’s a habit
Sleep with ghosts, yeah I can’t shake it
Every time you pull me closer
I start planning how it’s over
I don’t fall, I just let go
I like the hurt, I need the low


If it’s good, I get suspicious
Peace feels fake, pain feels honest
I don’t run from broken things
I run from love that wants to stay


I love loss
I love the silence after us
I love the cut, I love the cost
I love knowing what it does
I love loss
I love watching it all fall
If it hurts, I feel alive
If it ends, I survive
Yeah, I love loss


Lipstick stains on empty glasses
I romanticize the damage
You say “stay,” I hear a warning
I prefer the slow collapsing
I don’t heal, I memorize
Every way I’ve said goodbye


If it shines, I kill the light
I only breathe in sleepless nights
I don’t trust what feels too safe
I need the ache, I need the break


I love loss
I love the silence after us
I love the burn, I love the cross
I love knowing what it costs
I love loss
I love standing in the smoke
If it hurts, I feel alive
If you leave, I’ll be just fine
Yeah, I love loss


Maybe I’m addicted to the end
To the way it always bends
I don’t need a happy song
I need something to go wrong


Hold me like you’ll disappear
Say it like you don’t mean it
I don’t want forever here
I want a moment I can feel

I love loss
I love the wreckage when it’s done
I love the dark before the sun
I love knowing I’m not numb
I love loss
I love how it keeps me close
To every scar I’ve ever known
Yeah, I love loss

Don’t save me
I’m already gone

male, studio, dark pop song