Love loss

I kiss goodbye like it’s a habit

Sleep with ghosts, yeah I can’t shake it

Every time you pull me closer

I start planning how it’s over

I don’t fall, I just let go

I like the hurt, I need the low

If it’s good, I get suspicious

Peace feels fake, pain feels honest

I don’t run from broken things

I run from love that wants to stay

I love loss

I love the silence after us

I love the cut, I love the cost

I love knowing what it does

I love loss

I love watching it all fall

If it hurts, I feel alive

If it ends, I survive

Yeah, I love loss

Lipstick stains on empty glasses

I romanticize the damage

You say “stay,” I hear a warning

I prefer the slow collapsing

I don’t heal, I memorize

Every way I’ve said goodbye

If it shines, I kill the light

I only breathe in sleepless nights

I don’t trust what feels too safe

I need the ache, I need the break

I love loss

I love the silence after us

I love the burn, I love the cross

I love knowing what it costs

I love loss

I love standing in the smoke

If it hurts, I feel alive

If you leave, I’ll be just fine

Yeah, I love loss

Maybe I’m addicted to the end

To the way it always bends

I don’t need a happy song

I need something to go wrong

Hold me like you’ll disappear

Say it like you don’t mean it

I don’t want forever here

I want a moment I can feel

I love loss

I love the wreckage when it’s done

I love the dark before the sun

I love knowing I’m not numb

I love loss

I love how it keeps me close

To every scar I’ve ever known

Yeah, I love loss

Don’t save me

I’m already gone