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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Up before the sunrise
Coffee gone, hands shake, still I drive
Rent due, red letters in a pile
Say I’m fine, haven’t felt that in a while
Pack your lunch, kiss your head
Hide the storm still spinning in my chest
Laugh at your jokes so you don’t see
How hard it is just staying me
[Chorus]
I’m wearing myself down just to hold you up
Burning at both ends, hope it’s good enough
If I break in the dark, will you still see
I did what I could, hope you still love me
Yeah I’m fighting my mind every day, every night
Trying to be your calm while I’m losing the fight
If I fade too fast, please remember this
Every scar I carry was a promise I kept
[Verse 2]
Therapy on Tuesday
Bills say “later,” brain says “can’t wait”
Staring at a blank page
Wish I could debug all this heartbreak
Smiling through the panic
Turn my fear into bedtime magic
Reading you the same book
So you don’t read how crushed I look
[Chorus]
I’m wearing myself down just to hold you up
Burning at both ends, hope it’s good enough
If I break in the dark, will you still see
I did what I could, hope you still love me
Yeah I’m fighting my mind every day, every night
Trying to be your calm while I’m losing the fight
If I fade too fast, please remember this
Every scar I carry was a promise I kept
[Bridge]
One day you’ll ask, “Where were you?”
I’ll say, “Right here, even when I felt see-through”
All these long nights, all this fear
I stacked them like bricks just to keep you near (yeah)
[Chorus]
I’m wearing myself down just to hold you up
Burning at both ends, hope it’s good enough
If I break in the dark, will you still see
I did what I could, hope you still love me
Yeah I’m fighting my mind every day, every night
Trying to be your calm while I’m losing the fight
If I fade too fast, please remember this
Every scar I carry was a promise I kept (yeah)
Every scar I carry was a promise I kept (ooh)
Details
GeneratedFeb 19, 2026
Duration3:01
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Dark trap-leaning emo pop with male vocals; sparse piano and plucked guitar in the verses over deep, swung drums and sub bass; hook explodes with layered harmonies and distant choir pads, then drops back into intimate, almost whispered rap-singing for contrast. Final chorus adds distorted backing vocals and stuttered delays for emotional overload., emo, pop, sad
Credits
Prompt by
JTrouble
JTroubleModelAria v5
Prompt
Up beat sad song, wearing myself down trying to provide, I hope my kids love me, I’m doing what I can fighting mental health, pop, emo, emo rap, dark trap
