Intro
Yeah…
Everybody got opinions
Nobody really listening
Verse 1
Everybody talk like they know my pain
Like they lived my life, like they felt my rain
Got a smile on my face but it’s all disguise
There’s a whole damn war going on in my mind
People say meds like they fix your brain
Like a couple little pills gonna kill this pain
But the nights get dark and the thoughts get loud
And the silence hits like a heavy cloud
Night terrors got me waking up in a sweat
Heart racing like a drum in my chest
Staring at the ceiling like “what’s coming next?”
Trying not to drown in the weight of the stress
And my brother locked up, yeah that pain runs deep
Whole family hurting but the world can’t see
Everybody judging from a front row seat
While I’m fighting demons just to fall asleep
Hook
Behind closed doors — nobody sees
Night terrors waking me up from sleep
Behind closed doors — losing my breath
Fighting my mind and fighting this stress
Behind closed doors — scream in my chest
Smile outside but I’m a damn mess
Behind closed doors — nobody knows
How much pain lives behind closed doors
Verse 2
People love talking but they don’t know shit
They see one moment, think they know the script
Say “stay strong, yeah you’ll get through this”
But they never seen nights like this
Three in the morning and I’m wide awake
Mind running laps and my hands start to shake
Every memory hitting my brain
Like a thunderstorm full of anger and pain
Yeah I’m pissed at the world and I’m tired of pretending
Like I’m not one step from completely descending
People see laughter but miss the tension
They don’t see the cracks in the walls I’m bending
Stress on my chest like bricks on my lungs
Too many nights where the sleep never comes
Everybody telling me “just stay strong”
But they ain’t the ones where the nights go wrong
Hook
Behind closed doors — nobody sees
Night terrors waking me up from sleep
Behind closed doors — losing my breath
Fighting my mind and fighting this stress
Behind closed doors — scream in my chest
Smile outside but I’m a damn mess
Behind closed doors — nobody knows
How much pain lives behind closed doors
Bridge
You don’t see the nights
You don’t see the tears
You don’t hear the screams
Echoing for years
Everybody watching
But nobody knows
What a mind can hide
Behind closed doors
Final Hook (Ending)
Behind closed doors — nobody sees
Night terrors waking me up from sleep
Behind closed doors — losing my breath
Fighting my mind and fighting this stress
Behind closed doors — scream in my chest
Smile outside but I’m a damn mess
Behind closed doors — nobody knows
How much pain a broken mind can hold
Behind closed doors — I’m barely standing
World keeps spinning but I’m still landing
In the dark where the silence roars
All this pain behind closed doors
All this pain behind closed doors…
Behind closed doors…
Behind closed doors…
WAVYYBABYY
