Broken but here

(Intro)

Yeah…

3AM thoughts don’t sleep

They just get louder

(Verse 1)

Love turned cold, now it tastes like smoke,

Every word you said, yeah, it left me broke,

Got a heart full of ghosts and a mind on fire,

Every touch feels fake, every dream a liar.

I’ve been dancing with hate in the mirror glass,

Told myself I’m fine but it never lasts,

Got revenge in my veins like a loaded gun,

But it kills me too when the damage’s done.

(Pre-Chorus)

I don’t wanna feel this way tonight…

But silence hits me harder than a fight.

(Chorus)

I got angels in my head but they numb, numb, numb,

Sing me lullabies while I come undone,

If I fall too deep, will you pull me up?

Or just watch me drown in the things I’ve become?

I got demons in my chest going dumb, dumb, dumb,

Every heartbeat feels like a war I lost,

But if love still lives under all this pain…

Why does healing feel like a cost?

(Verse 2)

Revenge got sweet ‘til it turned to rust,

Now I don’t even know who I can trust,

Every scar got a name that I can’t erase,

Every tear leaves a shadow on my face.

My mind like a room with the lights turned low,

Voices whisper things I don’t wanna know,

They say “give it up, you’re too far gone,”

But I’m still right here, so they must be wrong.

(Pre-Chorus)

I don’t wanna lose myself tonight…

But I’m fading in and out of sight.

(Chorus)

I got angels in my head but they numb, numb, numb,

Sing me lullabies while I come undone,

If I fall too deep, will you pull me up?

Or just watch me drown in the things I’ve become?

I got demons in my chest going dumb, dumb, dumb,

Every heartbeat feels like a war I lost,

But if love still lives under all this pain…

Why does healing feel like a cost?

(Bridge)

If I break, don’t let me shatter alone,

If I run, remind me where is home,

I been lost in the dark too long… too long…

But there’s a spark I can’t kill yet,

Even drowning, I still breathe… yeah,

Maybe I’m not done with me.

(Final Chorus)

I got angels in my head but they numb, numb, numb,

Still they whisper “you’re not what you’ve done”,

If I fall too deep… I’ll climb back up,

Even if I’m bleeding from the cuts I trust.

I got demons in my chest, I won’t run, run, run,

I’ve been broken but I’m not undone,

There’s a light in me I can’t erase…

Even in the dark… I got some.