Jinx

Powder is gone and jinx rules on through zaun, people say I’m a loose canon but you’re the one who made this monster. The person you call the enemy became my father, you left and I broke into a million pieces and damnit I should’ve killed powder sooner if I knew you’d always see me as a jinx. But now I guide zaun like you could never do, should’ve listened to vander when he told you not to go down this path and I should’ve listened to silco when he said I should take a break but I didn’t and kept hurting people until I jinxed myself. These voices in my head telling me what to do because you keep yelling and yelling and lying to me, you awakened powder and that’s why silco, my father is gone, you did this. You joined the enforcers, the same one that killed our parents and yet you still think I could forgive you, I finally found someone I could trust and it was a little kid named isha, not even you could get this close to me. but because of you, my daughter is gone and I got put away, I know you only wanted powder back but that’s not me anymore. I have to break this cycle before it gets out of hand, even if it means I’ll die, I can’t lose any more of my family. If I do I’ll suffocate and try blowing myself up again, I was so close too, until Ekko came and convinced me there’s something worth living for, something I could still do to end this cycle