DONT TRY TO SAVE ME

Everybody keep askin’ if I’m okay…

If I’m bein’ honest?

I stopped explainin’.

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Don’t try to save me, I’m already lost

Smilin’ through pain, yeah I paid that cost

Love feel fake, trust feel flawed

I give my all then I break it off

I’m scream-cryin’ inside my chest

Tryna hold it together, I’m a mess

If I fall tonight, let me fall

I been fightin’ demons, f*ck the rest

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I been numb for a minute, don’t touch my soul

Every time I love, it fcks my goals

They say “heal” like that sht is quick

Like I ain’t been fightin’ this sh*t alone

I got voices in my head talk reckless

Tellin’ me don’t trust no connection

I want peace but my heart stay restless

Too real for this fake affection

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I try to breathe…

But my chest feel heavy.

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Don’t try to save me, I’m already lost

Smilin’ through pain, yeah I paid that cost

Love feel fake, trust feel flawed

I give my all then I break it off

I’m scream-cryin’ inside my chest

Tryna hold it together, I’m a mess

If I fall tonight, let me fall

I been fightin’ demons, f*ck the rest

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Everybody say they care ‘til it get dark

Everybody love you ‘til you show scars

I been pourin’ pain into these bars

Tryna feel alive, tryna restart

I don’t sleep right, I don’t eat right

Thoughts too loud in the late night

If I open up, they run away

So I talk to beats, let the pain stay

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I don’t wanna feel this sh*t no more

But I don’t know who I am without it

If I lose my mind, let it go

I been holdin’ on by a thread, I doubt it

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Don’t try to save me, I’m already gone

Heart too heavy, still movin’ on

If I love hard, I love too wrong

Still standin’ tall when the lights turn off

I’m not broken, I’m built from pain

Every scar still run through my veins

If I fall tonight, let me fall

I survived worse, I’ll rise again

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I’m not weak…

I’m just honest.