[Verse 1]
Wake up in the dark, screen glow on my face
Missed calls from my mom, I just swipe ‘em away
Ash on the carpet, my heart in a tray
Tell ‘em I'm fine, they believe me again
Post another joke, hide it under the tags
Laugh with my friends, then I crash in the back
Got a room full of stuff, but it still feels blank
Got a head full of noise and a half-empty tank
[Chorus]
When I’m finally gone, will you say my name?
Or scroll right past like it’s just one frame
Will you play these songs like a prayer you saved?
Or box my face with the clothes you gave?
When I’m finally gone, will the hurt feel real?
Or just one more post that you barely feel?
Will you miss my voice when the sound cuts out?
Or just breathe easy that I’m not around?
[Verse 2]
You said “call me anytime,” I just nod and I grin
But the midnight line’s busy, it rings in my head
Used to dream ‘bout a house with a dog and a fence
Now I dream ‘bout a world where I’m not such a mess
Tattooed up my skin just to feel that sting
Try to write out the past in a crooked ring
If I leave tonight, leave my chain on the sink
Maybe then you’ll see how close I was to the brink
[Chorus]
When I’m finally gone, will you say my name?
Or scroll right past like it’s just one frame
Will you play these songs like a prayer you saved?
Or box my face with the clothes you gave?
When I’m finally gone, will the hurt feel real?
Or just one more post that you barely feel?
Will you miss my voice when the sound cuts out?
Or just breathe easy that I’m not around?
[Bridge]
If I make it through this week
Promise me you’ll stay and speak
Don’t wait for the flowers and stone
To tell me I’m not alone (yeah)
[Chorus]
When I’m finally gone, will you say my name?
Or scroll right past like it’s just one frame
Will you play these songs like a prayer you saved?
Or box my face with the clothes you gave?
When I’m finally gone, will the hurt feel real?
Or just one more post that you barely feel?
If I fade to black, would you pull me back?
Or just let me live in the songs you have?