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Intro

(yeah)

I was fading out before you pulled me in

Verse 1

Xans in my system, Addys keep me awake,

Percs in the nightstand just to quiet my brain

I was numb every day, tryna run from the pain,

Didn’t care if I stayed, didn’t care if I changed

Every mirror felt fake, every promise I broke,

I was choking on smoke from the pills and the ghosts

I was losing myself just to feel something close,

Then you showed up and everything froze

Pre-Chorus

You saw me shaking, didn’t turn away,

Said, “You don’t gotta drown to feel okay”

For the first time I wanted to try,

For the first time I didn’t wanna die

Chorus

I quit the pills when I met you

Dropped all the ways I used to escape through

Xanax, Addy, Percs in the past now

I’d rather feel hurt if it means you’re around

I was empty, I was outta control,

Now I’m sober just to keep us close

I don’t need a high, I don’t need to run,

You’re the reason I’m not done

Verse 2

Late nights still test me, cravings still call,

But I think of your voice and I don’t fall

I ain’t healed, I ain’t perfect, I’m trying my best,

Learning how to feel instead of feeling less

I was killing my future one pill at a time,

Now I’m choosing tomorrow just to see your smile

If love’s a lifeline, I’m holding tight,

One more day, one more night

Outro

I don’t want numb, I don’t want gone,

I want you when the lights are on

I quit the pills when I met you…

And I’m still here.