[Hook]
Okay okay okay
Yah yah yah
Okay yah okay
If I overdosed right now would you care?
Would you look at my body you run your fingers through my hair
I said “I’m alone” she said “I’ll be there”
Now I’m hyperventilating in my chair
Can’t even tell if you’re right here
Seeing you leave is my worst nightmare
Every day I can’t seem to just breathe air
I’m taking oxys again cause I hate the taste of beer
Don’t want to be apart of it if we’re not fucked up here
I really don’t know what I’d do if I open my eyes and you’re not here
[Verse 1]
You tell me slow down but I’m chasing the fall
Love on my phone while the pills get the call
You say I’m enough but I never believe
I hold onto bottles the way that you breathe
Every promise I make turns to smoke in the night
I’m fighting myself while you’re begging me fight
You deserve somebody that don’t fade away
But I’m breaking myself a little more every day
[Hook]
If I overdosed right now would you care?
Would you look at my body you run your fingers through my hair
I said “I’m alone” she said “I’ll be there”
Now I’m hyperventilating in my chair
Can’t even tell if you’re right here
Seeing you leave is my worst nightmare
Every day I can’t seem to just breathe air
I’m taking oxys again cause I hate the taste of beer
Don’t want to be apart of it if we’re not fucked up here
I really don’t know what I’d do if I open my eyes and you’re not here
[Verse 2]
I keep picking poison when you give me your hand
I know that you love me but you don’t understand
I’m torn between your heart and the high that I chase
Trying to outrun every thought that I face
If you walk away then it’s all on me
Cause I built these walls where you can’t see
I don’t wanna lose you, don’t leave me behind
But I’m still in love with the things that ruin my mind
[Hook]
If I overdosed right now would you care?
Would you look at my body you run your fingers through my hair
I said “I’m alone” she said “I’ll be there”
Now I’m hyperventilating in my chair
Can’t even tell if you’re right here
Seeing you leave is my worst nightmare
Every day I can’t seem to just breathe air
I’m taking oxys again cause I hate the taste of beer
Don’t want to be apart of it if we’re not fucked up here
I really don’t know what I’d do if I open my eyes and you’re not here