Yeah…
3 a.m., ceiling talkin’ back again
Static in my skull, I just want it quiet
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(Hook)
Tryna get my mind right, but it never sit still
Clouds in my head, I been fightin’ that chill
Numb for a second, then it come back real
Tryna get my mind right… but I never quite heal
Tryna get my mind right, drownin’ out the noise
Echoes in my chest, I been breakin’ my poise
Every little vice just a temporary void
Tryna get my mind right… but it’s self-destroyed
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(Verse 1)
Lights low, blinds closed, world on mute
Thoughts run laps like they got nothin’ to lose
I been chasin’ peace but it’s quick to elude
Every shortcut taken just reroute the route
Ash in the tray, dust on my jeans
Mirror got a stranger lookin’ back at me
Heartbeat heavy like it draggin’ chains
Every breath feel borrowed, every smile fake
I don’t need a high, I need silence inside
But the silence get loud when I’m left with my mind
So I reach for a fix just to blur all the lines
Know it ain’t the answer, just a pause in the time
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(Hook)
Tryna get my mind right, but it never sit still
Clouds in my head, I been fightin’ that chill
Numb for a second, then it come back real
Tryna get my mind right… but I never quite heal
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(Verse 2)
Late night pacing, shadows got names
Every bad decision echo in my brain
Temporary calm got a permanent cost
Every time I chase it, feel a little more lost
Cold floor, bare feet, head in my hands
Tryna understand what I don’t understand
Is it me? Is it fate? Is it all just chance?
Or a loop I replay every time I can’t
I ain’t proud of the way that I cope with the weight
But the weight feel lighter when I drift for a day
Then it slam right back, never really escape
Just a different kind of prison every time that I take
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(Bridge)
I don’t wanna run, I just don’t wanna feel
I don’t wanna break, I just want somethin’ real
If I face all the noise, will it finally kneel?
Or just get louder every time I try to heal
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(Outro Hook)
Tryna get my mind right… yeah, I’m still here
Fightin’ every shadow that I hold too near
If I ever find peace, make it crystal clear
I was lost in the dark… now I see through the fear
