Blunt smoke thick when I think about you
Love turned cold, don’t know what to do
You said forever but that was a lie
Now I just stare at the ceiling at night
I gave you trust, you gave it away
Same old story in a different day
Kissed me soft then you switched on me
Now it’s just pain when I breathe low key
I loved too hard in a cold ass world
Where loyalty bends and the truth gets curled
You said I changed, nah I just seen
What it really means when they switch between
Love and hate like it’s nothing at all
Same hands that lift you ready to let you fall
Now I don’t call, I don’t reply
Just smoke in my lungs and a blank reply
Money came in and the love went quick
Funny how that always does that trick
Everybody close when the bag ain’t there
But disappear when it’s stacked up fair
I remember nights you was in my lap
Now it’s silence where the warmth went back
You took pieces I won’t get again
Now I don’t know where I begin
Blunts burn slow when I’m thinking back
Every memory got a crack in that
You was my peace, then my worst mistake
Now every thought just twist and break
Love and hate in the same damn breath
Feels like we both just chasing death
I hate you for what you did to me
But I still see you in everything
Late night calls that I don’t pick up
Same old pain when the smoke fills up
You with somebody I don’t respect
But I can’t lie it still affects
I act cold but it’s not that clean
Still see your face in between my dreams
Still feel you even when you gone
Like a record stuck on a broken song
Now I move like I don’t feel none
But that’s just me trying to outrun
Everything we used to be
Love turned hate too easily
Blunt ash fall on my hoodie sleeve
Funny how love make people leave
Memphis nights still stuck in my head
Half of me wishes the words weren’t said
But I don’t go back, I don’t rewind
Just smoke it out and I kill the time
You was my love, now you my past
And nothing like that ever lasts
You left me stuck in a loop I don’t break
Same thoughts hit every night I’m awake
Tried to heal but it circle back quick
Heart full of smoke and it still feel sick
You moved on like it meant nothing real
I replay every cut, every deal
Now I don’t know if it’s love or hate
Both hit hard when it’s way too late
I sit in the dark with the blunt still lit
Red glow burn while I think through it
Act like I’m good but I’m not at all
Still see your face in the smoke on the wall
Every new girl just a copy of you
Every good vibe get twisted too
I don’t reach out, I don’t even try
But I still ask myself “why, why, why?”
We went from forever to strangers quick
Same bed, now it don’t feel like shit
I move cold, I don’t let it show
But you the reason I’m stuck on go
Love don’t leave, it just turn to rage
Locked in my chest like a steel cage
I rap it out like I’m past it all
But I still hear your name in the call
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