Smoke love/ smoke hate

Blunt smoke thick when I think about you

Love turned cold, don’t know what to do

You said forever but that was a lie

Now I just stare at the ceiling at night

I gave you trust, you gave it away

Same old story in a different day

Kissed me soft then you switched on me

Now it’s just pain when I breathe low key

I loved too hard in a cold ass world

Where loyalty bends and the truth gets curled

You said I changed, nah I just seen

What it really means when they switch between

Love and hate like it’s nothing at all

Same hands that lift you ready to let you fall

Now I don’t call, I don’t reply

Just smoke in my lungs and a blank reply

Money came in and the love went quick

Funny how that always does that trick

Everybody close when the bag ain’t there

But disappear when it’s stacked up fair

I remember nights you was in my lap

Now it’s silence where the warmth went back

You took pieces I won’t get again

Now I don’t know where I begin

Blunts burn slow when I’m thinking back

Every memory got a crack in that

You was my peace, then my worst mistake

Now every thought just twist and break

Love and hate in the same damn breath

Feels like we both just chasing death

I hate you for what you did to me

But I still see you in everything

Late night calls that I don’t pick up

Same old pain when the smoke fills up

You with somebody I don’t respect

But I can’t lie it still affects

I act cold but it’s not that clean

Still see your face in between my dreams

Still feel you even when you gone

Like a record stuck on a broken song

Now I move like I don’t feel none

But that’s just me trying to outrun

Everything we used to be

Love turned hate too easily

Blunt ash fall on my hoodie sleeve

Funny how love make people leave

Memphis nights still stuck in my head

Half of me wishes the words weren’t said

But I don’t go back, I don’t rewind

Just smoke it out and I kill the time

You was my love, now you my past

And nothing like that ever lasts

You left me stuck in a loop I don’t break

Same thoughts hit every night I’m awake

Tried to heal but it circle back quick

Heart full of smoke and it still feel sick

You moved on like it meant nothing real

I replay every cut, every deal

Now I don’t know if it’s love or hate

Both hit hard when it’s way too late

I sit in the dark with the blunt still lit

Red glow burn while I think through it

Act like I’m good but I’m not at all

Still see your face in the smoke on the wall

Every new girl just a copy of you

Every good vibe get twisted too

I don’t reach out, I don’t even try

But I still ask myself “why, why, why?”

We went from forever to strangers quick

Same bed, now it don’t feel like shit

I move cold, I don’t let it show

But you the reason I’m stuck on go

Love don’t leave, it just turn to rage

Locked in my chest like a steel cage

I rap it out like I’m past it all

But I still hear your name in the call