[Intro – whispered]
I don’t get mad…
I go from zero to destroy everything…
Like a switch flips…
And I’m not drivin’ anymore…
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[Verse 1]
My brain run fast but my life stand still,
Try to stay calm but I lose that will.
Little things feel like a loaded gun,
Everybody talk but I hear all at once.
Noise too loud, lights too bright,
Mind go dark in the middle of light.
I don’t wanna snap, I don’t wanna break,
But the pressure in my chest start to shake.
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[Hook]
There’s a switch in my brain, it flips real fast,
One bad moment and I’m seein’ all red.
I don’t mean the words that I just said,
But the rage comes alive and it wants me dead.
I try to breathe but it don’t work right,
Feels like I’m losin’ every damn fight.
I ain’t a monster but I feel like one,
When the switch flips on, I’m already gone.
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[Verse 2]
Punchin’ walls just to feel somethin’ break,
Cause inside my head feels like an earthquake.
Ten thoughts hittin’ me at the same damn time,
And every single one feel like a crime.
I calm down later and I hate that guy,
The one who yelled, the one who lied.
Cause five minutes later I’m full of regret,
Cleanin’ up a mess that I didn’t mean yet.
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[Hook]
There’s a switch in my brain, it flips real fast,
One bad moment and I’m seein’ all red.
I don’t mean the words that I just said,
But the rage comes alive and it wants me dead.
I try to breathe but it don’t work right,
Feels like I’m losin’ every damn fight.
I ain’t a monster but I feel like one,
When the switch flips on, I’m already gone.
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[Bridge – slow, dark]
It’s not anger…
It’s pressure…
It’s noise…
It’s everything at once…
And nowhere to go…
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[Verse 3]
If you saw my mind you’d probably run,
Wires all crossed and the system undone.
I don’t want war but my brain want fight,
Turn small problems into dynamite.
I ain’t bad, I ain’t mean, I ain’t cruel,
I just lose all control when I overload.
And the worst damn part that I always know…
Is I’m gonna hate myself when the anger goes.
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[Final Hook – quieter]
There’s a switch in my brain, it flips real fast,
I see the moment but I can’t go back.
I don’t want rage, I don’t want pain,
But I’m fightin’ a war with my own damn brain
