HOOK
I hope my happiness is sickening,
hope my peace makes you mad.
You clapped when I was suffering,
now gag when you see what I have.
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VERSE 1
Came up crawlin through the gravel, back against the wall,
Smiles full of venom, heard ‘em prayin on my fall.
They loved me when I was broken, quiet, easy to ignore,
Funny how the noise changed when I kicked in every door.
Had to lose some blood to learn who really bleeds with me,
Had to lose my mind to find some f***in clarity.
Now it’s wide-open roads, no rearview in sight,
If you wasn’t there in the dark, don’t show up in the light.
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PRE-HOOK
I ain’t bitter, I’m better, there’s a difference in the tone,
Built a throne outta losses, call it king of my own.
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HOOK
I hope my happiness is sickening,
hope my peace makes you mad.
You clapped when I was suffering,
now gag when you see what I have.
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VERSE 2
They mistook my silence for weakness, that was they mistake,
I was loadin every lesson, every scar, every ache.
From dirt roads to redemption, yeah I paid every fee,
Now my life look like freedom, and it costs nothin to breathe.
I don’t flex for approval, don’t beg for respect,
If you laughed when I was losin, don’t ask how I’m set.
I ain’t chasin no revenge, I just leveled my lane,
Best revenge is a smile while I’m winnin the game.
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BRIDGE (half-sung, gritty)
Let ‘em talk, let ‘em stare, let ‘em choke on regret,
I forgave but I never forget who you let me be left.
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HOOK (FINAL)
I hope my happiness is sickening,
hope my peace makes you mad.
You clapped when I was suffering,
now gag when you see what I have.
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OUTRO (spoken)
This ain’t disrespect…
It’s survival lookin good on me.