(Intro)
Yeah…
Late nights, bad vibes, cold heart
Still standing though
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(Verse 1)
Riding through the city with the pain too loud
Fake smiles everywhere, ain’t nobody proud
People say they love you then they switch real fast
Now I got trust issues from my damn past
Heartbreak hit hard, left scars on my chest
Tryna act okay but I’m stressed like the rest
Smoke in the air, liquor on my breath
Too many bad choices dancing with death
I got demons in my head when the room go dark
Still writing these bars while I’m falling apart
Everybody judging but they don’t know shit
I been fighting myself and I’m sick of it
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(Hook)
Ashes in my hoodie, pain in my lungs
Cuss words in my songs cause my heart too numb
Middle fingers high, screaming “fuck this life”
Trying to find peace while I’m losing my mind
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(Verse 2)
Rain hit the window while I stare outside
Got too much anger and nowhere to hide
Friends turned fake when the money got low
Now I move alone cause betrayal cold
I remember old days when my soul felt clean
Before anxiety killed every dream
Now I laugh real loud just to cover the pain
Still walking through storms getting soaked by the rain
Shorty said forever then she disappeared
Now I bottle emotions instead of tears
Whole damn world got my chest feeling tight
So I write these songs just to survive the night
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(Hook)
Ashes in my hoodie, pain in my lungs
Cuss words in my songs cause my heart too numb
Middle fingers high, screaming “fuck this life”
Trying to find peace while I’m losing my mind
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(Outro)
Maybe one day all this hurt gon’ fade
Till then I’m lost in the choices I made
Still got fire even after the rain
Still making music outta all this pain.