[Verse 1]
Ring on my hand, her pic on my phone
Perfect little laugh, perfect little home
Dinner on the stove, she dancing in socks
But my eyes still roam, my fingers still stalk
Late night scrolling, bodies on glow
DM devil on my shoulder like “go”
Tell myself “stop,” then I type “where you at?”
Screenshot vanish, but the stain stay black
[Chorus]
I’m married to an angel, laying with my sins
Kiss her on the forehead, lies on my lips
Love her when I’m in her, fiend when I’m out
Bedroom demons
scratch behind my vows
I’m married to an angel, drowning in my skin
Holy in our sheets, filthy when I slip
Love her more than life, still sneaking around
Bedroom demons
dragging my heart down
[Verse 2]
She curled on my chest, tracing my scars
Asking where I’ve been, I just name bars
“Long shift, baby,”, tuck her in tight
Then hit flight mode and creep through the night
Hotels smell like perfume and guilt
Lipstick fingerprints on my quilt
Shower on hot, try to burn that proof
But my face in the mirror still tells the truth
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
Why can’t I be the man she thinks I am?
Why do I crave what turns me into sand?
Every “seen at” tag, every stranger’s bed
Could blow this whole fairytale straight off the ledge
[whispered vocals]
I love her body
I love her soul
But I keep feeding
this hungry hole
[Chorus]