Lost Without You

Thought I was alone, but it’s me against the world

Dark clouds overhead, I’m just tryna stay afloat

Shadows in my mind, demons ready to attack

Mommy, I miss you, wish I could bring you back

Ever since you gone, been feeling cold, no love

Lost in this chaos, wish I had a push or a shove

Family’s all snakes, backstabbing, lying behind my back

Left to fight this pain, isolated, feeling whack

No calls, no texts, just silence in the night

Reachin’ for your voice, but you’re outta sight

Every day’s a battle, tears fall like rain

Haunted by your memory, I can’t escape the pain

Tired of the darkness, tired of the pain

Wish I could escape and start again

But I’m stuck in this maze, alone with my thoughts

Demons everywhere, battles I fought

Fuck everybody, I don’t need them

they’re all snakes, I see through what they feed me

I’ve been on my own, since you’ve been gone

But I’m still standing, holding on

Momma, I miss you, wish you were here

Through the rain, feels like tears

I’m ready to crash, no more disguise

Lost in my pain, lookin’ for sunrise

If I could run away, leave this town behind

Leave the hurt and the ghosts, peace I’d find

But I know, deep down, I gotta face this fight

Keep your memory alive, shining through the night

Mom, I need you, I miss you so much

Dealing with this pain, staying in that tough clutch

But I’ll hold it down, even when I break

In my heart, your love I’ll never forsake