Lost Without You

[Intro]
Thought I was alone, but it’s me against the world
Dark clouds overhead, I’m just tryna stay afloat
Shadows in my mind, demons ready to attack
Mommy, I miss you, wish I could bring you back

[Verse 1]
Ever since you gone, been feeling cold, no love
Lost in this chaos, wish I had a push or a shove
Family’s all snakes, backstabbing, lying behind my back
Left to fight this pain, isolated, feeling whack
No calls, no texts, just silence in the night
Reachin’ for your voice, but you’re outta sight
Every day’s a battle, tears fall like rain
Haunted by your memory, I can’t escape the pain

[Pre-Chorus]
Tired of the darkness, tired of the pain
Wish I could escape and start again
But I’m stuck in this maze, alone with my thoughts
Demons everywhere, battles I fought

[Chorus]
Fuck everybody, I don’t need them
they’re all snakes, I see through what they feed me
I’ve been on my own, since you’ve been gone
But I’m still standing, holding on
Momma, I miss you, wish you were here
Through the rain, feels like tears
I’m ready to crash, no more disguise
Lost in my pain, lookin’ for sunrise

[Bridge]
If I could run away, leave this town behind
Leave the hurt and the ghosts, peace I’d find
But I know, deep down, I gotta face this fight
Keep your memory alive, shining through the night

[Outro]
Mom, I need you, I miss you so much
Dealing with this pain, staying in that tough clutch
But I’ll hold it down, even when I break
In my heart, your love I’ll never forsake

[End]

Dark rap, emotional, trap beats