[Intro]
mm-mm
don’t get too close
[Verse 1]
it feels good
then I get scared
too quiet
I start overthinking
I’ve seen this before
how it ends
so I start leaving
before I’m left
[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t trust good things
not really
[Chorus]
I ruin it
I ruin it
not on purpose
but I do
I get close
then I pull back
cause I’ve been hurt
before
I ruin it
I ruin it
before it can leave me
first
oh-oh
I ruin it
yeah-yeah
I ruin it
[Verse 2]
I remember people
fading out
slow replies
then nothing at all
so silence feels loud
even when it’s not
I read too much
into small things
just in case
it happens again
[Pre-Chorus]
I learned goodbye
too early
[Chorus]
I ruin it
I ruin it
cause I don’t know
how to stay
I get safe
then I disappear
before they can
walk away
I ruin it
I ruin it
but I don’t mean to
not really
oh-oh
I ruin it
yeah-yeah
I ruin it
[Bridge]
maybe it’s not me
ruining it
maybe it’s fear
remembering
maybe I’m still living
in old endings
that don’t exist
here
[Chorus]
I ruin it
I ruin it
but I see it now
I see it now
I get scared
then I run
then wonder why
it’s gone
I ruin it
I ruin it
but maybe I can stop
one day
oh-oh
maybe I can stop
yeah-yeah
maybe I can stop
[Outro]
mm-mm
don’t get too close