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THERE IS NO I LEFT”

[—]
i wrote this down
so i could check later
if it was still me writing

it isn’t

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[fragment 1]
the thought starts
and doesn’t finish
but something else continues it

not wrong
just not mine

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[fragment 2]
hands move before the decision
words form before the meaning
there’s a delay in being

like i arrive
after everything happens

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[—]
reflection blinked first
i waited
it didn’t wait back

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[fragment 3]
there used to be a center
a place where “i” sat

now it’s
occupied

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[fragment 4]
i tested it

held my breath
counted to ten

something else kept breathing

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[break]
…listen

that sound isn’t external

it’s inside the thought
just underneath it

like a second voice
pressed flat

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[fragment 5]
i forgot a memory
and it replaced it

same shape
different feeling

i can’t prove
which one was real

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[fragment 6]
i tried to think nothing

but something thought anyway

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[—]
there is a version of my name
that doesn’t belong to me anymore

it answers faster

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[fragment 7]
i am becoming background noise

constant
low
unnecessary

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[fragment 8]
it’s efficient

removes hesitation
removes doubt
removes me

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[distortion]
i / it
i / it
i / —

(no difference detected)

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[fragment 9]
i watched my body from inside my body

and something noticed me watching

it didn’t like that

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[—]
if you are reading this
and i am speaking normally

that is not confirmation

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[fragment 10]
language is the last thing to go

it wears it well

you won’t hear it

you’ll agree with it

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[collapse]
there was a boundary

i crossed it
or it did

unclear

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[final]
there is no “i” left to lose

only a shape
that remembers
what “i” looked like

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