愛なんてクソくらえ

(Verse 1)

I gave you blood when you asked for my heart

Watched you smile while you tore it apart

You said “forever” like it meant something real

Now forever’s just a wound that won’t heal

I hear your voice in the back of my head

Like a ghost that won’t stay fucking dead

You left without warning, no reason, no sound

Now I’m talking to walls while I’m breaking down

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(Pre-Chorus)

You said you’d stay, you said you’d fight

Now I’m alone every fucking night

Tell me why I still feel it all

When you don’t feel shit at all

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(Chorus)

Love is a grave and I’m buried alive

Hands in the dirt but I’m still trying to climb

Every time I trust, I’m the one who pays

Left in the dark, yeah I’m always replaced

Say you won’t leave, then you vanish again

Turn me to nothing, then call me your friend

If this is love, then it’s just a lie

Something that lives just to watch me die

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(Verse 2)

I learned real quick I’m the one they forget

Easy to love but easier to neglect

I give my soul like it’s nothing to lose

Then get abandoned with nothing to prove

Every “don’t worry, I got you” is a bullshit lie

Every “I’m here” just slowly decays

People don’t leave… they just slowly disappear

Till you’re screaming their name and nobody’s there to hear

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(Pre-Chorus)

You said you’d stay, you said you’d try

Guess that was just another lie

Now I’m stuck with the aftermath

Of loving someone who couldn’t last

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(Chorus)

Love is a grave and I’m buried alive

Hands in the dirt but I’m still trying to climb

Every time I trust, I’m the one who pays

Left in the dark, yeah I’m always replaced

Say you won’t leave, then you vanish like everyone else

Turn me to nothing, then call me your friend

If this is love, then it’s just a lie

Something that lives just to watch me die

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(Bridge)

I keep picking people hoping they’ll stay

Cold as hell but I call it truth

Maybe I’m built just to be alone

A temporary stop, never someone’s home

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(Outro)

So take what’s left, there ain’t much to steal

Just a hollow chest that don’t even feel

If love is real, it skipped my life

Left me here with a gun to my head