Making the right choice hurts.
Taking care of your own heart first
Even tho you feel the worst.
It's back to work. And I can not be coerced into your two faced words. You take mine and turn them into lies. I thought we were two minds that came together to love life. But looks like Its time to use this rough knife. Cut out the memories and everything that I liked To every shitty ending there's an upside. I am tounge tied without a guide.
Figure out a way to feel better. I had an expectation that love meant we were going to be together. The weight is heavy. Nothing like a feather. But I fly to new heights something you will never measure. I LL make it through this stormy weather. I thought I Had something sonething special but that was a empty treasure. There is no end
or a goodbye to this letter.
Just a paper shredder. Destroying the happiness I never want to remember To sever the hurt you made your choice. This was never about You or me you put your emotions first.
Push until the camel's back is broken. This relationship is straight cursed. Wasn't worth puttin up a fight. The fire it burns and bursts into light I see the end of the tunnel I am running away when I want you. It's a incomplete puzzel. The pieces are rubble. I knew you were trouble but I am an unbreakable bubble dancing in puddles laughing at myself Everytime that I want you. But I love you I thought we were a couple of energy that couldn't be muffled. We tussled and crumbled and didn't rebuild our struggle.
A tub ful of love filled passion and pain. Our love kills us fast bleeding out now with paint. Not giving back look how much that we take. I thought this was true love but I guess it's just fate. I thought it was real but just turns out it was fake.
I need a break. You wanted an up. Feeling the sickness inside of the guts. Stuck. No real understanding of what you want. But I guess this is it. See the weakest quit. It's the weakest shit. Quick to abandon ship and vanish it's just me alone now sinking in. The feeling of being killed with in. Walk across the ice that is thin. Looking back at the beach and wish. How can a bird be in love with a fish. Have to turn everything I lost into something that I win. This isn't pretend. I hear your voice but can't see my friend. Broken heart with a heart broken spoken thoughts with my soul open. Walking lost with a bottle copin, hopin I can free my conscience with these words spoken. Woven in the fabric of time. Soaking in the choices I made and realizing it was right. So I hate to say don't come to me when your high horse breaks a leg. Just watch my name max graves decay away. For decades over decades. It doesn't matter who threw the gernade. Just watch as I walk away and wave. Goodbye. Watch the waves and remember why I am not in your life. It comes as no surprise. I have no disguise. This is me in my truest. Feeling the bluest. Wondering who you is. This ink is my fluid. On a truth quest. To get this wound dressed.
BURDEN
