Baseball huh?

[Intro]
You’d think 2 years would make me wiser
But here I am still on my knees
You hold the chain around me
Stop playing with my heart baby please
Guess it’s my own fault I know
Deeper in your trap I go
Treasure I claimed alone 
[Verse]
You’d think 2 years would make me bolder
But I could never say no To you
I should have become braver 
But you know how to make me bend To you
Can’t help myself 
To your sirens call, what I see and saw
All you
It’s all you
[Chorus]
I can’t help myself 
Making me want to fight myself 
You hold the keys
Turning me into your playground 
Turning me inside and out
I guess I don’t have any wisdom
Because I gave you the keys to my kingdom 
[Verse]
Driving home by myself again tonight
You told me “it was easy” right?
Raining so hard I can’t hardly see
You had me on my knees
You’d think 2 years would make me smarter
But I just did what I swore I would never do
All for you!
[Pre Chorus]
In your web again
Feasting on my heart again
The attention I give is not given back
So much rage and panic attacks
Baseball huh?
That tracks
[Chorus]
I can’t help myself 
Making me want to fight myself 
You hold the keys
Turning me into your playground 
Turning me inside and out
I guess I don’t have any wisdom
Because I gave you the keys to my kingdom 
I said
Listen to me baby please 
I need someone to not fill my shoes with glass
But all you and all you have done
Being dragged down by my guilt’s mass
Lady boy lady boy
Lady
Lady boy lady boy
Lady boy 
Lady boy

[Outro]
I promise I’m not gay
You just cast your spell
But you know what some might say
About me and the lady boy
[Final Chorus]
Lady boy lady boy
Lady
Lady boy lady boy
Lady boy
Lady boy
Lady boy lady boy
Lady
Lady boy lady boy
Lady boy
Lady boy

I can’t help myself 
Making me want to fight myself 
You hold the keys
Turning me into your playground 
Turning me inside and out
I guess I don’t have any wisdom
Because I gave you the keys to my kingdom 
I said
Listen to me baby please 
I need someone to not fill my shoes with glass
But all you and all you have done
What happens in Thailand stays in Thailand 

Lady boy lady boy
Lady
Lady boy lady boy
Lady boy
Lady boy
Lady boy lady boy
Lady
Lady boy lady boy
Lady boy
Lady boy

rock ballad , live, male, sad, emotional singing, loud drums