Growing up my dad was never known for showing up
Just blowing up angry throwing up with no signs of slowing up.
My mom worked as that jerk stayed home to poison his liver
It will be a cold day in hell if that motherfucker actually outlives her.
Holes in the wall as the dry wall
falls and covers me and my bed
Wish I was woken up with love
instead of wishing I was dead.
Whiskey covered breath
as he hovers over me wishing for my death
Screaming saying he’s in need of a beer an a fresh cigarette.
“Boy stop crying my dad would have me lying on the floor bleeding”
“ I said stop crying! Maybe a beating is what you’re fucking needing!”
“Protect me arrest me don’t expect me to stay here willingly
I’m admitting he is hitting me an staying here is killing me..”
No friends cause he always sends them home with some trauma
Or tries trading some pills for some bills or a little marijuana.
No new clothes barely any heat didn’t eat now I’m froze
Why’s daddy mad at me it’s bad that he chose to punch me in the nose.
Teachers asking why I’ve grown silent not knowing there’s a giant vile villain
that’s in my house chilling
Thinking he’s safe
Big mistake I plan to make him pay for everything he’s done no matter what he say’s
“Protect me arrest me don’t expect me to stay here willingly
I’m admitting he is hitting me an staying here is killing me..”
Few more years of meetings
Many more ass beatings
Knuckle sandwiches I’m eating
His day is coming I’m guaranteeing
Passed out he must of blacked out I can’t back out no regrets
This is one for history and absolute victory a sweet epic death.
Tied him up and made him face his addiction
It will be due to his own infliction
Told him he can could leave if he could eat a bottle of whiskey
Not just drinking I’m thinking the glass too don’t be picky.
This is your key to freedom unless you don’t need them
If so goodbye in the fires of hell you lie amen.
Murrmanski
