Limerence or Love?

(Verse 1)
You walked in like weather that wasn't forecast 
A low-pressure system disguised by your laugh
Your words fly around like a perfectly folded paper plane
Each one addressed to your unopened name
I catalog glances the way some count the stars 
I rehearse conversations that never got far My nervous system hums at the pitch of your voice 
I'm already ruined and I don't have a choice

(Chorus)
Limerence- fever dream with your face on repeat 
Limerence- carving your initials in sleep 
Now, I'm collecting the crumbs you intended to leave 
Painting a picture from things I couldn't believe
Limerence- you're the drug and the vein 
The sweetest withdrawal I can never explain

(Verse 2)
I keep your "seen" timestamp like holy scripture 
Clock tickin loud at 3:17, my new religion 
Tell myself patterns are where the chaos lives 
Then turn your politeness into oxygen 
Write you letters I swear I'll never send 
Imagine my hands on the small of your back again 
Every song on shuffle is suddenly about us Worshipping shadows and calling it trust

(Chorus)
Limerence- cathedral of almost and if
Limerence- the beautiful lie that I live 
I'm addicted to maybe, to someday, to when 
To the version of you that let me in
Limerence- you, the perfect definition of sin
Bleeding out of the love that I felt within

(Bridge)
Then the mirror cracks clean down the middle 
Your name tastes like iron, like blood, like a riddle 
Holding someone else's hand so tight Disappearing then stealing all of my light
The fantasy fractures, the shrine catches fire 
Hope turns to ash on a funeral pyre 
I loved an idea that was wearing me thin 
Now I'm learning how nothing feels worse than nothing again

(Final Chorus) 
Limerence- you're leaving quiet as rain Limerence- Carved your name then walked away 
I don't hate you, I just hate what I became
Yeah, I let a mirage become my only flame
Limerence- I will never be the same 
A life sentence impression from your fuckin name!

(Outro)
Limerence… I hate what I've become
Interference... look at what's been done
The silence... I hate what you've become
It's like a game, a game you played for fun.

Pointed at my head is your loaded gun....

Screamo with midwest guitar riffs and metalcore breakdowns. Male singer with screaming backing vocals.