(Verse 1)
I'm sorry, it was chemical
A short circuit within my own brain
I promise, it wasn't intentional
Straining my vision just to heal your pain
Silenced my voice, pushed me out of the frame
Now, I will never be the same
(Pre-chorus)
Yeah, stabbing your knife deep into my back
You killed me quietly, instantly, Just like a heart attack
(Chorus)
So oblivious to the consequence
You gave me such a hollowed-out defense
I can’t believe that this is real
So tell me now, how does it feel?
Trading your soul for the experience?
Then cashing it in at my expense?
(Vers 2)
Tasting the metal that’s stuck in my spine
A parting gift left at the end of the line
You talk about mercy with ice in your tone
Leaving me here to rebuild on my own
The medicine’s bitter, the recovery’s slow
Learning now what I didn't want to know
(Pre-chorus)
Yeah, stabbing your knife deep into my back
You killed me quietly, instantly, Just like a heart attack
(Chorus)
So oblivious to the consequence
You gave me such a hollowed-out defense
I can’t believe that this is real
So tell me now, how does it feel?
Trading your soul for the experience?
Then cashing it in at my expense?
(Bridge)
Take a look at the mess that you’ve created
Every nerve in my body is so fuckin jaded
You didn't just cut, yeah, you operated
Without an anesthetic, it was so fuckin traumatic
Take a look at the mess that you’ve created
Every nerve in my body is so fuckin jaded
You didn't just cut, yeah, you operated
Without an anesthetic, it was so fuckin traumatic
(Final Chorus)
I was so oblivious to the consequence
Falling for your hollowed-out defense
You can’t believe that this is real
But, tell me now, how does it feel?
Losing your soul for the experience?
I'm cashing it in at your expense.
(Outro)
Take a look at the mess that you’ve created
Every nerve in my body is so fuckin jaded
You didn't just cut, yeah, you operated
Without an anesthetic, it was so fuckin traumatic
Without an anesthetic, it was so fuckin traumatic
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