Painting Through Disassociation

Painting in dissociation

Painting through the disorientation

Colors bleed into grayscale

Wake up, wake up, is this real?

(Verse 1)

Feeling like I'm floating, can't feel the ground below

Disassociated dreams, the real me doesn't show

Pinch my skin, WAKE UP! The numbness

won't let go

Struggling to feel alive in this endless undertow

(Pre-chorus)

Healing- yearning to feel surreal

Feeling- painting a world where everything is real..... BUT YOU!

(Chorus)

Disassociate, daydream to escape

dissipate, sink into this desolate landscape

Isolate, can't seem to break through the red tape

Hesitate, is this fate? Is it too late?

Maybe it's checkmate?

(Verse 2)

Woke up in this body, numb state of mind

Hands move on their own, strings pulling from behind

Mirror shows a stranger staring back at me

Reflecting a ghost, no clarity, just uncertainty

Pre-chorus)

Healing- yearning to feel surreal

Learning- painting a world where everything is real..... BUT YOU!

(Chorus)

Disassociate, daydream to escape

dissipate, sink into this desolate landscape

Isolate, can't seem to break through the red tape

Hesitate, is this fate? Is it too late?

Maybe it's checkmate?

(Bridge)

Fading out, fading now

I’m not here, don't know how

Watch me float, let me go

Held down by the undertow

Fading out, fading now

I’m not here, don't know how

Watch me float, let me go

No longer held down by your undertow

(Outro)

Painting a new world, where everything feels so real

Painting a new world, where everything feels so, so real...... BUT YOU!