I Just Wanna Give Up

(Mhhmmm)

I hate to say it.., cuz I’m living on every bit of strength but, I just, wanna, give, up cuz I’m falling into layers of despair that I can’t just get up out of, as there stacking up high and I’m down beneath them I’ve lost all eyes on me.., cuz I ain’t coming back now the same ole way and I don’t want them to see me like this.. I’m changing how in some ways that I d, d, didn’t think that I would see in me.., I’m ready just to give it up but I’m living on, as I keep me all alone..I’m just trying to find a new shape of myself that I’m not happy with but.. I, I guess who cares..cuz I’m out of the game cuz of what I did to me.., t, t, take me all back now but I’ve had all my second chances cuz not to me but I guess they were all taken for granted..,

I just wanna give up.., I, I, I just wanna give up..,

Give up.., I just wanna give up.., g, g, g, give up..,

I just wanna give up..,

I just wanna give up.., I, I, I just wanna give up..,

Give up.., I just wanna give up.., g, g, g, give up..,

I, I, I know I’m lost up in the dark like a little old kid again, asking for a hand to hold to keep me through the nights of dying on my own.., cuz I have no kid mind just one that will make mistakes if this isn’t enough for me cuz I can’t keep living in the same world of pain I’ve been in.., I’ve had a sad 3 years and it’s only going more into a big mess.., but my family is keeping me here and my son..I can’t let him shed a tear if he even knows the face that I have.., but has been changed cuz I’m not caring enough for the consequences of my actions and it has me flashing back to my good days when I was laughing and climbing up the ladder of my accomplishments..remember times I hope to get all back.., to only be able to live in our actual dreams is a fantasy.., until I’m brought back to my reality, and sigh cuz

I just wanna give up.., I, I, I just wanna give up..,

Give up.., I just wanna give up.., g, g, g, give up..,

I just wanna give up..,

I just wanna give up.., I, I, I just wanna give up..,

Give up.., I just wanna give up.., g, g, g, give up..,

I just wanna give up.., I, I, I just wanna give up..,

Give up.., I just wanna give up.., g, g, g, give up..,

I just wanna give up..,

I just wanna give up.., I, I, I just wanna give up..,

Give up.., I just wanna give up.., g, g, g, give up..,