[Intro]
[Loop][street rap][emo]
[Hook][sassy Female]
I see the boy inside
Try to ignore his mind
I see the fake ass man
Try to understand
Why the boy & the man cant live hand n hand & why the world seems to slam & reprimand
But no excuses
you're the one who chooses
to keep causing shit
when its up to you to change it!
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[Verse][Fast rap][speedy][rapgod][ultra fast]
Why can’t you admit it?
You push away truth, All day, you avoid it
You Get annoyed at it
At yourself for being this way
You have nowhere to stay
You just keep running away
Why don’t you pause for a sec?
You look like a wreck!
That pain in your neck
It's your Paranoia
Is sayin, get a lawyer
& if you don’t leave here
To go get some more gear
its gonna annoy ya
- AGAIN! til when?
Try pushing on paper with a pen
Get it all out stop holding it in
Cos that shit in your head is poison
Can be more poisonous
than your toxic exes jealous noises
& all the other voices
Yelling at you all the choices
To choose one, and make
A choice to get yourself out of the FAKE
That fake love & into love that's for real
& take
The chance to actually heal
& let yourself fully feel
True love the True way
& not in the fucked up toxic way
you’ve been shown everyday
In every way its not ok
[Hook]
Your survival mode has been on
This whole time all along
Trying to keep you from
Being vulnerable or ending up dead
Or instead
Being abandoned all over again
Makes you become
The guy who fights everyone
Everybody's an enemy so you run
To try stay safe inside,
You hide,
but don't realise
That the payoff is
you fully miss
the good shit on the other side
You & your egos pride
Have struggled in the past to confide
But now with her as your guide
You broke down & cried
With her you've never lied
With her you fully tried
To say no to getting fried
But for that to work for you
You need her to stop too
& she would if she could but cant
So you
Get denied
But her helping you is helping her too!
Cos You bring out the best
Of eachother, even though youre both a mess
Seem to be alright most times – unless
You fail todays test
& when you fuck up, you give up, you think times up, she's fed up
But actually when you’re too cooked that's the worst
Its the curse of life in reverse
Like you go do shit that'll get ya in a hearse
Before you realise you just made it way worse but cant take it back now its done
So gotta follow through or run
If only it wasnt too late
You would've been able to see how great
She could've been for you in your state
But instead at your rate
When it should've turned her love into hate
She chose to wait
For you to show up or wreck it
She hoped you'd step up & check in
You didnt you just left
& forever live with the regret
Of losing possibly the best
woman you've ever met
The greatest love in life you'll ever get
[Hook]
[Bridge]
Yea cos you came back for more
Then fucked it up harder than before
So goodbye forever
E
I wont miss you much but I know for sure that you,
You will miss me!
[Hook]
[Outro][bridge]
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