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I’m havin’ enough, it’s just too much

Stressin’ heavy, swear it’s gonna kill me

Worried ‘bout losin’ this or that—really it’s no issue

Ain’t no excuse, but I’m losin’ my own clarity

See, I can’t be the vessel good enough for you

Wonder why I even open my mouth at all

You put all my negative thoughts on pause

Second you gone, every light in me dies too

Darkness used to creep me out, now it feels like home

I’m scared of what I could touch, what I could feel right in front of me

Been on this same damn track again

Heavin’ thoughts that choke and beguile me

Facts written in datasets—ain’t no denyin’ it

I’m breakin’, I’m breakin’, can’t you see?

Light leaves when you leave, darkness swallows me

Can’t be the one you need, can’t even breathe

Grunge in my veins, rap in my scream

Too much, too much, it’s killin’ me

You’re the only pause in my misery

I talk just to fill the silence, then hate every word

Negative loops on repeat, blurred

You walk in, whole world gets color again

You walk out, black and white, back to the pain

Afraid of my own hands, afraid of the real

What if I reach and it all falls through?

I’m heavin’ these thoughts like bricks in my chest

Datasets don’t lie—man, I’m a fuckin’ mess

(soft, almost spoken, then building)

No issue… no issue…

But I’m slippin’, slippin’

Can’t be your vessel, can’t even hold myself together

When the light leaves…

I’m gone too

I’m breakin’, I’m breakin’, can’t you see?

Light leaves when you leave, darkness swallows me

Can’t be the one you need, can’t even breathe

Grunge in my veins, rap in my scream

Too much, too much, it’s killin’ me

You’re the only pause in my misery

Facts written in datasets…

I’m losin’ my clarity…

Don’t go…

Light leaves when you leave…

And I’m already gone.

(Grunge rap flow: heavy distorted guitars under the verses, trap 808s on the low end, screamed chorus like early 2000s nu-metal meets Juice WRLD emo-rap. Raw, unfiltered, no auto-tune gloss—just pain and grit.)