Sorry I Yell

[Verse 1]
Sorry I yell at the girls
Sorry I snap when I’m hurt
Got all this junk in my chest
And I throw it out first
I see the look in their eyes
That “why you talkin’ like that?”
I hear my mama in my head
“Boy, you turning into your dad”
I hate myself for the tone
Hate I make home feel cold
Every “leave me alone”
Cuts a piece from my soul
I’m tryna be better, I swear
But the anger’s quick as a blink
By the time that I calm down
They already changed what they think
[Chorus]
I’m sorry I yell
Sorry I push you away
Sorry I mess up every day
I hate that I do bad
Hate that I make you afraid
I just wanna change my ways
I’m tired of feeling unwanted
Tired of sleepin’ with this weight
I just wanna be loved and love again
Can we start again today?
I’m sorry I yell
Sorry I push you away
I just wanna change my ways
[Verse 2]
I scroll my phone in the dark
See happy people and rings
I got a room full of ghosts
Names I don’t message or ring
They say I’m “too hard to love”
I say “whatever, I’m fine”
Then I’m alone with my thoughts
Playing back every line
Why I talk like that?
Why I throw love in the trash?
Why I turn gold into glass?
Why I run first, then crash?
I’m tired of breaking my own heart
Tired of living like this
I wanna hold someone close
Not just apologize in a text
[Chorus]
I’m sorry I yell
Sorry I push you away
Sorry I mess up every day
I hate that I do bad
Hate that I make you afraid
I just wanna change my ways
I’m tired of feeling unwanted
Tired of sleepin’ with this weight
I just wanna be loved and love again
Can we start again today?
I’m sorry I yell
Sorry I push you away
I just wanna change my ways
[Bridge]
I don’t want perfect
I just want progress
Little less shouting
Little more softness
Look in the mirror
Tell that kid “stay”
You ain’t your worst thing
You can still change (yeah)
[Chorus]
I’m sorry I yell
Sorry I push you away
Sorry I mess up every day
I hate that I do bad
But I’m tryna learn from the pain
I’m tryna change my ways
I’m tired of feeling unwanted
Tired of hiding my faith
I just wanna be loved and love again
Let me try again today
I’m sorry I yell
Sorry I pushed you away
I swear I’ll change my ways (oh yeah)

rap, Moody melodic rap over sparse keys and warm bass, male vocals. Intimate, close-mic verses with hushed doubles; hook opens into a catchy, half-sung chant with airy pads and subtle backing harmonies. Beat starts minimal, then slowly adds rimshots, soft hats, and distant choir stabs to lift the emotion. Final hook strips back to keys and vocal for a vulnerable outro feel., sad, happy