I’m not my dad

I'm reaching out from a quiet place within

Hoping you'll hear where I begin

Lost in shadows of mistakes I've made

But I vow to change, I won't stay the same

I've shouted in pain, I’ve let my anger fly

Ashamed of the words I’ve said, I can't deny

Feeling like a failure, unwanted in my own skin

But deep inside, I know I need to win

This isn't who I want to be

I see the love I’ve let slip away from me

I’m sorry for the hurt, for the tears that fell

I'm determined to break free from this shell

I love you more than words can say

I miss the joy and laughter every day

I want to be a safe place, a gentle hand

To love you, and to understand

I'm not my father, I will be anew

A present, loving partner, loyal and true

I’ll build a better version of myself

For you and for us, I want your help

Hate myself no more, I choose to smile

To talk, to share, to love, to reconcile

Love us deeply, from my heart to you

This is my promise, forever true