Had u said when I was young that one day,
I would hear someone whos seemingly close without reason
Manifest without choice speaking without voice
progressing without trying constantly lieing
truly rushing me into my decisions without stopping to think.
afraid that the stuff that Id done would be disregarded as a thing unimportant before it even started I cant seem to do the things im asked if the proper materials needed are gone or wont last
Its a stretch to say its a setup or im reaching to blame it on someone sonething or some people unless I can get some sort of sign or fuckin way to prove im not crazy and everthing in my way in my day to day work to the waze my body hurts to the way I ckean my shirts to the my hands would hurt while im writing this song right now.
Its as real as it gets in my mind l just cant express it
No one would believe me if I could
its not that im afraid or worried about my person
I know that its my sanity that drives me to find the person who seems to think ill just walk away from my history and leave all of the things that I hold fuckin close to me but its not gonna happen.
I wont let you be me.
We butt our heads With no bruises
but stayed so f"in persistent
Turns out the voices werent local
but apparently Long Distance
it would defininatly be a nightmare ,so close you cant get away
so far it aint there, Dispair doom dread yeah thats what I said. Overbearing trying to dominate me but I couldnt let this bullshit fly. So what to do what to do what the deuce whats the reason. The reason that they"re here the reason that I just cant make them disappear...
why I cant leave they"re constant
incessant need to hear,
need to know, need to see, from the fuckin trees, to the living room t.v. , and judging always judging me.
I cant seem to break through
I cant seem to get to
a place where I can be comfortable in the slightest
I figure its my lack of social life
And I guess I cant denie this
Its a financial block I cant seem to get right
If im not doing drugs than theres really no damn fight
Its not that im in pain or cant seem to move
Its that I got no energy and I don"t feel I cant win when I know I will
LOSE MY FUCKING MIND
if I have to hear them complaining
Everytime I start to move or sleep or eat When I go to put my shoes on my feet my skin starts to crawl and my face itches cause of all the fuckin interferance from these bitches
I just cant get them to leave
They think theyre gonna become me
Not me that I am but the me they think of me
Fuck it all as it were anyhow.
can it be true im hearing voices
yaking yaking yaking fucking yaking all day yaking
Somethings gotta giv its got to
I need some relief
just a god damn shower where I cant feel them stopping me
It cant a coincidence that no matter where I go the water goes from hot to freezing fuckin cold
It just cant be
Im cold, im freezing fuckin cold
Im never gonna leave
Youll eventually get bored or die waiting never get a thing from
just anticipating
