Rabbit Hole

Yeah...

Another day, another fucking struggle, huh?

Feels like I'm spiraling down the drain...

Let me take you down this fucked-up rabbit hole.

I'm trapped in my mind, no fucking exit in sight,

Every step I take, the ground just crumbles to shite.

Gravity’s gone, I’m floating in this mental maze,

Chasing shadows in the dark, like a fucking rat in a cage.

I guzzle down pain, try to drown the guilt,

But the walls I built just tilt, my blood gets spilt.

I'm Alice in this fucked-up Wonderland I created,

Every memory’s faded, every win feels traded.

I scribble rhymes like I’m digging my own grave,

Words are the shovel, but the pain still stays, it's fucking engraved.

They wanna see the king fall, they tug on my cape,

But I’m Houdini with a mic, always find my escape.

The mirror cracks, my reflection ain't what it seems,

I’m the villain in my nightmares, the hero in their wet dreams.

Deeper I go, the cold winds blow,

But ain't no turning back once you’re in this rabbit hole.

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Falling through the rabbit hole, no end in sight,

Lost in my thoughts, fighting through the night.

Will I find my way, or lose fucking control?

Only time will tell down this rabbit hole.

I see the faces of my demons, they smirk and mock,

Tick-tock, the clock stops, my world unlocks.

A paradox of pain, love, and self-hate,

Can’t rewind the tape, but still tempted by fate.

The critics throw stones, I turn 'em into stepping stones,

Climbing out the void with the force of these fucking poems.

Yeah, they don’t get it, they think the fame cures the hurt,

But success just puts your fears on display like a fucking shirt.

Every pill I avoided, every bridge I torched,

Burned a path so twisted, even God looks scorched.

But I keep climbing higher, no net, no wire,

'Cause if I fall again, I’ll just spark the fucking fire.

They see the crown, but not the cost of control,

The weight of the world in this fucking rabbit hole.

Falling through the rabbit hole, no end in sight,

Lost in my thoughts, fighting through the night.

Will I find my way, or lose fucking control?

Only time will tell down this rabbit hole.

Maybe I’m crazy, maybe I’m sane,

Maybe the pain’s the only thing keeping me in the fucking game.

I’m a lion in this circus, a jester with a purpose,

Writing verses, searching for a reason beneath the surface.

The voices in my head whisper, "You’ll never win,"

But I’ve danced with the devil, now I’m laughing with the wind.

Deeper I go, where the light don’t show,

But I’ll find my soul down this fucking rabbit hole.

Falling through the rabbit hole, no end in sight,

Lost in my thoughts, fighting through the night.

Will I find my way, or lose fucking control?

Only time will tell down this rabbit hole.

Yeah...

We all got our rabbit holes, don’t we?

It’s not about falling, though—

It’s about how you crawl back out, motherfucker.