[Intro]
Yeah…
Mm, mm…
I’ve been runnin’ from my thoughts again…
Lucid dreams in the fast lane…
[Hook]
I’ve been smokin’ way too much, tryna kill this pain inside,
Took the long way home again, just to clear my mind tonight.
Got these demons in my chest, swear they never let me slide,
So I spark another up and I go for a late-night drive.
[Verse 1]
Heart cold, but the whip warm, ridin’ through a rainstorm,
Tryna keep my head straight, feelin’ like my brain’s torn.
Every time I exhale, memories come back,
She left holes in my soul that I can’t patch.
Playlist full of heartbreak, it’s the same tracks,
Feelin’ like a ghost with a pulse that I can’t track.
Thinkin’ ’bout the “what if’s,” wishin’ I could take it back,
But life don’t rewind — it just fades to black.
[Hook]
I’ve been smokin’ way too much, tryna kill this pain inside,
Took the long way home again, just to clear my mind tonight.
Got these demons in my chest, swear they never let me slide,
So I spark another up and I go for a late-night drive.
[Verse 2]
Feel my heart break slow, like a movie in slow-mo,
Tryna numb the hurt but it always find a way to grow.
I’ve been fightin’ shadows in a place you’ll never go,
Cruisin’ past the city lights, feelin’ like I’m all alone.
Told myself I’m okay, but truth is I ain’t close,
I’ve been drownin’ in the smoke, tryna talk to my ghosts.
If I make it through the night, that’s a blessing I suppose,
Pullin’ pain from my chest like a thorn from a rose.
[Outro / Hook Variant]
So I’m smokin’ way too much, tryna fix what’s left inside,
Searchin’ for a better me somewhere on this midnight ride.
I don’t know where I’m headed, but at least it feels right,
When I light another one… and disappear into the night.
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