Hook)
I’ve been on the broken side of midnight,
Tryna find a feeling I can hold tight.
Heart so cold but it still might
Beat for you if you came back tonight.
All these shadows on my bedroom wall,
Look like memories I can’t outrun at all.
If I jump, would you watch me fall?
If I call your name, would you hear me at all?
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(Verse 1)
Wide awake, sittin’ in a dark room,
Phone on my lap but the texts don’t bloom.
Friends all say I should heal real soon—
But they don’t see the ghost of you
Hangin’ around me like perfume.
Black nails, ripped jeans, same shirt again,
Tryna feel something like I did back then.
Love hit deep like a needle to the skin,
And the high wore off but the pain sank in.
Every song I write got a piece of your voice,
Left with the hurt, never gave me a choice.
If love is a war, I’m the last destroy—
Heart is a toy
That nobody should ever deploy.
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(Hook)
I’ve been on the broken side of midnight,
Tryna find a feeling I can hold tight.
Heart so cold but it still might
Beat for you if you came back tonight.
All these shadows on my bedroom wall,
Look like memories I can’t outrun at all.
If I jump, would you watch me fall?
If I call your name, would you hear me at all?
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(Verse 2)
Tattoos on my arms feel heavy now,
Every line reminds me of a broken vow.
Tryna stay strong but I don’t know how—
Feels like the world just let me down.
Headphones in with the volume loud,
Tryna disappear in a faceless crowd.
Everybody smiles but I’m not that proud,
Carryin’ the weight of a love too loud.
Late nights got me overthinking,
Heart got cracks and the pain keeps leaking.
I’ve been losing sleep like every weekend,
Missin’ your voice and the way you were speakin’.
And maybe I’m weak, but I’m barely breathin’,
Holdin’ onto love when I should be leavin’.
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(Bridge)
Rose petals on the floor again,
Wishin’ I could be the one you’d mend.
Every new day feels like pretend,
Fakin’ a smile with a heart that won’t bend.
I ain’t tryna say I’m fine,
But I’ll lie if it buys me time.
Some nights I rewind your lines—
You were the drug that ruined my mind.
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(Hook — Outro)
I’ve been on the broken side of midnight,
Tryna find a feeling I can hold tight.
Heart so cold but it still might
Beat for you if you came back tonight.
Shadows whisper when the lights get small…
I still hear your voice when I start to fall.
If I sleep, would you haunt me at all?
If I dream of you… would you answer the call?
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