Drowning in the Rearview

I’ve been drownin’ in the rearview, tryna outrun my mind,

Pop another just to feel you, but you’re gone every time.

Heart broke, yeah it bleeds through, like the stars when they shine,

I’ve been drivin’ with the pain too long, I might cross that line.

(Verse 1)

Lost inside my memories, sippin’ on remedies,

Demons in the passenger, they never wanna let me breathe.

Thought you’d be the one to heal the holes inside my energy,

Now I’m tryna patch ’em with these drugs and fake apologies.

I still hear your voice inside the static of my playlist,

Feelin' like a ghost inside a world that never makes sense.

Tryna chase a dream but every night I gotta face it—

You were my escape and now the pain is what I stay with.

(Hook)

I’ve been drownin’ in the rearview, tryna outrun my mind,

Pop another just to feel you, but you’re gone every time.

Heart broke, yeah it bleeds through, like the stars when they shine,

I’ve been drivin’ with the pain too long, I might cross that line.

(Verse 2)

Speedin’ down the highway with the windows down to numb it,

Feelin’ like I’m fallin’ and I’ll hit the ground if I don’t run it.

Everyone keeps tellin’ me to chill but they don’t know nothin’,

’Cause when you left you took the part of me that kept me somethin’.

Pour the hurt inside a double cup, it taste like yesterday,

Tryna find a better me but habits never fade away.

I just need a miracle to show me there’s a better way,

But for now I’m lost inside the life I built from shades of gray.

(Hook)

I’ve been drownin’ in the rearview, tryna outrun my mind,

Pop another just to feel you, but you’re gone every time.

Heart broke, yeah it bleeds through, like the stars when they shine,

I’ve been drivin’ with the pain too long, I might cross that line.

(Outro)

If I crash into my past, promise I ain’t comin’ back,

Tryna fill what I don’t have, soul been breakin’ through the cracks.

Maybe someday I’ll detach… maybe someday I’ll relax—

But until that day comes, I’m still chasin’ what I lack.