Hidden Pain

I need time and space to just freeze in place everything is just to overwhelming I feel like I’m gonna break. It’s getting so hard to breathe it almost suffocates me. It’s kinda hard to believe I feel like I need someone to save me but how can I be saved by someone else if I can’t even help myself. The crazier my anxiety gets the sicker I feel causing my mental state to derail. So busy helping others to feel okay but secretly dying inside just fading away.

I’m willing to try and make it work but I’m not willing to make you wait time is precious and this ain’t a game. I just want to make you happy but I don’t think I can change which causing me pain.

Am I the one to blame?.

I don’t think I can the person you want me to be making this whole relationship blow up in flame it’s driving me insane…

I’m sorry.