But still.....

Verse 1

Im tired of wake'ing up and prove that

I exist.

Like I’m worth the air I’m breathing

But still have to fight for it

living in the long kind of middle,

Where nothing begins, or nothing ends,

And time just passes by like nothings ment to even stand.

Pre c

I feel borrowed, thin, untrue

Am I’m just wearing someone else’s shoes.

I don’t chase the future anymore

Im just trace the floor that i am standing on

Chorus

Im not asleep

But not awake

I’m stitched together by my mistakes

I’m not dead

But i'm neither alive

Just learned to stay

Not to survive

But Im still here, still breathing

But against my will

Verse 2

I’m tired holding on to my name,

When it feels like I am not the one

who ownes it anyway,

Am i just stitched into this body,

living as a ghost

My heart just stays in silence

Like it’s not meant to be spent time on

Pre c 2

I feel distant, worn, and misplaced

Its like I am fading away.

Chorus

Im not asleep

But not awake

I’m stitched together by my mistakes

I’m not dead

But i'm neither alive

Just learned to stay

Not to survive

But Im still here, still breathing

But against my will

Im not asking for a new life

But something really need to change

I dont want the life im living

So I do pray everyday

Final Chorus

I am not asleep

not awake

Just stitched together

By all of my mistakes

I am not dead

But feel not alive

learned how to stay

But Not how to survive

But I am still her

(Still here)

against my will

Outro

I learned how to stay

How to move along,

But not how to survive

But Im still here

But Against my will