(Intro)
(Yeah, yeah)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)
Yeah… I don’t even know who I am anymore (damn)
(Hook)
Ask you which one is your favorite pistol so I can use it on myself (myself)
Vision ain’t even blurry this time but I still don’t recognize myself (nah)
Your love was my favorite so I put it at the very top fucking shelf (top shelf)
Baby how the fuck can you love me when I hate my fucking self (fuck!)
And I know once I go though hell it will get better (better)
But all I remember is I’m supposed to hate her (hate her)
Block all cupids arrows he’s not my savior (nah)
Going to the devil I’m hoping he hears my prayers (prayers)
(Verse 1)
Mirror on the wall, who the fuck is staring back? (who?)
Used to see a future, now it’s fading into black (black)
Every road I take somehow keeps leading to your tracks (to you)
Tried to run away from us, but my heart keeps running back (damn)
Got your pictures in my phone, I can’t bring myself to delete ‘em (nah)
Everybody says move on, but honestly I don’t believe ‘em (fuck)
You were sunlight through the clouds when my whole world lost meaning (lost it)
Now I’m wide awake at 3AM fighting all these demons (demons)
(Pre-Hook)
I keep hearing your voice in the silence (silence)
And every empty room just feels violent (yeah)
Tell me how the hell I’m supposed to heal (how?)
When losing you don’t even feel real (nah)
(Hook)
Ask you which one is your favorite pistol so I can use it on myself (myself)
Vision ain’t even blurry this time but I still don’t recognize myself (nah)
Your love was my favorite so I put it at the very top fucking shelf (top shelf)
Baby how the fuck can you love me when I hate my fucking self (fuck!)
And I know once I go though hell it will get better (better)
But all I remember is I’m supposed to hate her (hate her)
Block all cupids arrows he’s not my savior (nah)
Going to the devil I’m hoping he hears my prayers (prayers)
(Outro)
Oh-oh, if you called me, I’d still pick up (still would)
Even after all the scars and all the bad blood (bad blood)
’Cause losing myself was easy to do (easy)
The hardest part was losing you… (yeah, yeah)
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