[Style:
Ambient pop / mellow rap
Dreamy pads, slow drums, distant piano
Feels like 2–3 AM staring at the dark]
[Theme:
Racing thoughts at night
Not spiraling — just observing
Learning to sit with yourself when the world is asleep
[Intro]
Lights off
Still awake
Same thoughts
[Verse 1]
Room’s dark but my mind’s lit
Ceiling fan spinning like my head did
Phone face down but I still reach
Like answers live somewhere in the sheets
Every plan I didn’t finish
Every word I overthink
Nighttime turns whispers loud
When the world don’t interrupt me
I replay things I didn’t say
Conversations from today
Not ‘cause they hurt, just ‘cause they linger
Like a song I didn’t change
I’m not panicking, I swear
Just aware of where I’m at
Hard to sleep when you’re thinking
About the life you haven’t had
[Chorus]
Staring at my bedroom ceiling
Counting cracks instead of sheep
Not afraid, just overthinking
Everything I couldn’t be
Tomorrow feels too far away
Yesterday won’t let me leave
So I lie here with my thoughts
And my bedroom ceiling
[Verse 2]
I used to think this meant I’m weak
‘Cause my mind won’t shut down easy
But maybe this is just the cost
Of feeling things a little deeply
I don’t need a breakthrough now
I don’t need to solve my life
I just need to rest my eyes
And let the minutes pass me by
Faith feels quiet in the dark
Not gone, just hard to hear
Like a radio between stations
Still playing, still sincere
If God’s listening right now
I don’t need a sign tonight
Just sit with me until I sleep
That’d be alright
[Chorus]
Staring at my bedroom ceiling
Watching shadows slowly breathe
Every thought I keep repeating
Doesn’t get the best of me
I don’t need to force a dream
Or escape where I’ve been
I’ll be here until I’m tired
With my bedroom ceiling
[Bridge]
Maybe peace ain’t falling asleep fast
Maybe it’s not hating where you’re at
Maybe growth is letting thoughts exist
Without assuming something’s wrong with that
I don’t have to win the night
I don’t have to lose it too
I can just let time move on
Like it always does
[Chorus – Soft]
Staring at my bedroom ceiling
Breathing in and breathing out
Letting go of needing meaning
For every single doubt
If sleep comes, I’ll let it stay
If not, I’ll still be okay
I’m still here
I’m still safe
With my bedroom ceiling
[Outro]
Tomorrow’s coming
But tonight is mine
ELIROBB
