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i like to take my lantern to the nearest pond
where me, myself, and i go to bond
i like to sit there in the stillness of the night
wrapping myself up real tight
in a worn out cardigan
praying i don't break my heart again
cause if this doesn't go as planned
i may just never find myself a man
you were different, least you could have been
then i saw you with mckenna and i may have binged
on more than just alcohol when i left that party
you made leaving me your new favorite hobby
by the lake is where my heart breaks
i'm a poet to the wind, a writer to my mind
i miss feeling alive
should i be so open to leaving you?
i thought you grow through what you go through
guess that wasn't in the cards for us
i didn't think it was going to be this tough
and i lit a candle as i walked a cobblestone path
nearly drowned myself in my own bath
i wish to escape this box i put myself in
i’d only be drawing closer to sin
but Jesus is my Lord and Savior
He always helps me out with my behavior
i lean on Him to help me out
with God, i'm surviving this drought
you were different, least you could have been
then i saw you with mckenna and i may have binged
on more than just alcohol when i left that party
you made leaving me your new favorite hobby
by the lake is where my heart breaks
i'm a poet to the wind, a writer to my mind
i miss feeling alive
should i be so open to leaving you?
i thought you grow through what you go through
guess that wasn't in the cards for us
i didn't think it was going to be this tough
i retreated back to my home
started journaling how I won't be alone
i just have to sit in the discomfort for a little while longer
it'll only make me stronger
you were different, least you could have been
then i saw you with mckenna and i may have binged
on more than just alcohol when i left that party
you made leaving me your new favorite hobby
by the lake is where my heart breaks
i'm a poet to the wind, a writer to my mind
i miss feeling alive
should i be so open to leaving you?
i thought you grow through what you go through
guess that wasn't in the cards for us
i didn't think it was going to be this tough
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oooh
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