darling, i’m so tired and i don't mean physically
everything weighs me down
cause i'm so sick of this wrestling
feeling of me versus me
when will it all stop?
maybe when my heart drops
i've been suicidal before but now there's a new feeling i have
sometimes i get random outbursts of feeling mad
but my love the one that really stays in my brain
is how i've been feeling so wasteful lately
i pray one day i overcome these thoughts
that's what they are anyways
and if i just cut back on all my snacks
maybe i wouldn't be so out of breath
every time i climb the stairs
or when i move quickly enough
i can't wait for me to be my own best friend
but baby the world's going to end
darling, i’m so tired and i don't mean physically
everything weighs me down
cause i'm so sick of this wrestling
feeling of me versus me
when will it all stop?
maybe when my heart drops
i've been suicidal before but now there's a new feeling i have
sometimes i get random outbursts of feeling mad
but my love the one that really stays in my brain
is how i've been feeling so wasteful lately
mhmm
God will save me
i believe he already has
I'm so loved by my family
And that's all i have to say
Mhm
Mhm
Mmmm
darling, i’m so tired and i don't mean physically
everything weighs me down
cause i'm so sick of this wrestling
feeling of me versus me
when will it all stop?
maybe when my heart drops
i've been suicidal before but now there's a new feeling i have
sometimes i get random outbursts of feeling mad
but my love the one that really stays in my brain
is how i've been feeling so wasteful lately
*huffs*