wasteful

darling, i’m so tired and i don't mean physically

everything weighs me down

cause i'm so sick of this wrestling

feeling of me versus me

when will it all stop?

maybe when my heart drops

i've been suicidal before but now there's a new feeling i have

sometimes i get random outbursts of feeling mad

but my love the one that really stays in my brain

is how i've been feeling so wasteful lately

i pray one day i overcome these thoughts

that's what they are anyways

and if i just cut back on all my snacks

maybe i wouldn't be so out of breath

every time i climb the stairs

or when i move quickly enough

i can't wait for me to be my own best friend

but baby the world's going to end

darling, i’m so tired and i don't mean physically

everything weighs me down

cause i'm so sick of this wrestling

feeling of me versus me

when will it all stop?

maybe when my heart drops

i've been suicidal before but now there's a new feeling i have

sometimes i get random outbursts of feeling mad

but my love the one that really stays in my brain

is how i've been feeling so wasteful lately

mhmm

God will save me

i believe he already has

I'm so loved by my family

And that's all i have to say

Mhm

Mhm

Mmmm

darling, i’m so tired and i don't mean physically

everything weighs me down

cause i'm so sick of this wrestling

feeling of me versus me

when will it all stop?

maybe when my heart drops

i've been suicidal before but now there's a new feeling i have

sometimes i get random outbursts of feeling mad

but my love the one that really stays in my brain

is how i've been feeling so wasteful lately

*huffs*