after hours

i'm not as versatile as i used to be

that part of me escaped successfully

i don't remember the curve of your hip

or the taste of your salt water lips

can we go hiking my dear?

cause i need to get far away from here

if i walked into a room of glowing grins?

would you still remember which one pulled you in?

in the evening, i'm better you know that

i don't remember if i took a lyft or a cab

i guess i can't remember much these days

but i sure as hell remember you bringing me pain

after hours, my candlelight burns

oh how my stomach churns

to the thought of you and mckenna on that couch

where you talked about taking her out

i need to leave this party

there's not much left here for me

am i the ghost of a thought in your mind?

why do we waste each other's time?

could it be because you never really loved me?

let's sprawl it out for the whole wide world to see

or is it because you know i deserve much better?

and how i want it to be us together

i'm done playing with my shadow in broad daylight

i'm winning this fight

in the evening, i'm better you know that

i don't remember if i took a lyft or a cab

i guess i can't remember much these days

but i sure as hell remember you bringing me pain

after hours, my candlelight burns

oh how my stomach churns

to the thought of you and mckenna on that couch

where you talked about taking her out

i need to leave this party

there's not much left here for me

why does loving you so much hurt?

this can't be for all its worth

i want you to see me for who i really am

stop getting so damn mad

can't you just listen?

really hear the words you're missing

i only wanted it to be us

i never wanted to give up

enough is enough

in the evening, i'm better you know that

i don't remember if i took a lyft or a cab

i guess i can't remember much these days

but i sure as hell remember you bringing me pain

after hours, my candlelight burns

oh how my stomach churns

to the thought of you and mckenna on that couch

where you talked about taking her out

i need to leave this party

there's not much left here for me