Event Horizon (No Escape)

I tried to rip you outta my veins with my teeth

Swore on my life you were dead to me

But you’re stitched in deep where the damage lives

Every scar you left is a place you hid

I smashed your name through the back of my skull

Still hear your voice when the room goes dull

You fucked me up in a beautiful way

Now I’m choking on every word you’d say

I know you’re poison, I can feel it in my blood

But I keep drinking like I fucking love the flood

You’re my gravity—drag me to hell

I know you’re bad but I love it as well

Screaming your name like a goddamn spell

I’m under your skin in a living cell

Break me again, yeah I know you will

Twist the knife just to feel something real

I hate that I need you, I hate that it’s true

I’d burn down the world just to get back to you

Every night’s just a war in my head

You in my lungs, in the words I said

I try to breathe but you fill my chest

Like a panic attack I can’t outguess

You’re every vice I swore I’d quit

Every line I crossed, every hit

I’m fucking drowning but I won’t let go

’Cause the pain you bring is the only thing I know

I cut the ties but they grow right back

Like every step forward just pulls me back

You’re my gravity—drag me to hell

I know you’re bad but I love it as well

Screaming your name like a goddamn spell

I’m under your skin in a living cell

Break me again, yeah I know you will

Twist the knife just to feel something real

I hate that I need you, I hate that it’s true

I’d burn down the world just to get back to you

(quiet, cracked)

You ever love something that’s killing you slow…

And still beg it not to go?

(build)

I’m fucking sick of this back-and-forth

Of digging graves just to resurrect us more

(SCREAM)

YOU’RE NOT LOVE—YOU’RE A FUCKING WAR

You’re my gravity—rip me apart

Black hole living inside of my heart

I’d rather bleed than forget who you are

I’d rather crash than escape this dark

Break every bone, leave nothing left

I’d still crawl back with your name in my chest

I hate that I need you, I hate what you do

But I’m chained to the chaos that leads me to you

I know you’re killing me…

…but I’d still choose you