[Verse 1]
Shovel in the dirt, late shift in the graveyard
Clock in with the ghosts, every day hard
Demons on the fence line, countin' all my scars
I been bargainin' my sleep just to reach the stars
Skull mask hangin' in the back of the closet
Voices in the attic tryna pickin' at the locks and
Mama need rent, lil' sis need class
So I stitch up the pain, put the hurt on wax
[Chorus]
I walk through the graveyard, talk to the stones
Demons everywhere tryna drag me home
But I fight for my blood, for the ones I love most
Self-preservation with a handshake to ghosts
If I lose my mind, then my family lose too
So I wrestle with the voices till my face turn blue
Suicidal thoughts in a circle in my head
But I’m workin' through hell so they never see me dead (nah)
[Verse 2]
Whole block haunted, see the shadows on the stop sign
Dead friends callin' every time I let the clock wind
Pill bottle whisperin', "You can get some calm"
Razor in the sink tryin' sing another psalm
Therapist say breathe, but my chest like a coffin
Lungs full of concrete, heartbeat knockin'
Still I grind, both fists on the wheel
If I crash out now, who gon' cook they meal?
[Chorus]
I walk through the graveyard, talk to the stones
Demons everywhere tryna drag me home
But I fight for my blood, for the ones I love most
Self-preservation with a handshake to ghosts
If I lose my mind, then my family lose too
So I wrestle with the voices till my face turn blue
Suicidal thoughts in a circle in my head
But I’m workin' through hell so they never see me dead (never)