Family man

I’m a family man, with no family damn, my hearts a wreck and I’m In a jam, I wanna say fuck it but I know I can’t, got two kids and I need them, and they need me, I gotta be the best that I can be, to show em both a how a man should be, even when life is tough all around and everything is crashing down, you gotta stand up gotta hold your ground, your a king son wear that crown, I’m so sorry that I’m not around, I want to be, but your mom and me, we can’t get it right, we don’t want you to see us fight, cause we love you, and your sister to, it’ll be alright it’s just something new, just something we gotta get accustom to, Living with you is like a blessing and a curse, on my way to heaven but I’m riding in a hearse           I don’t wanna be myself anymore, I wish the good in me was dead, got these problems in my head, I should probably get some rest but I just pop another bottle instead.       Was it me was it you or was it us, it wasn’t one it was all of the above, but it’s over so I don’t really give a fuck,  I’m a family man, with no family damn, my hearts a wreck and I’m In a jam, I wanna say fuck it but I know I can’t, got two kids and I need them, and they need me, I gotta be the best that I can be, to show em both a how a man should be, even when life is tough all around and everything is crashing down, you gotta stand up gotta hold your ground, your a king son wear that crown, I’m so sorry that I’m not around, I want to be, but your mom and me, we can’t get it right, we don’t want you to see us fight, cause we love you, and your sister to, it’ll be alright it’s just something new, just something we gotta get accustom to, Living with you is like a blessing and a curse, on my way to heaven but I’m riding in a hearse           I don’t wanna be myself anymore, I wish the good in me was dead, got these problems in my head, I should probably get some rest but I just pop another bottle instead.       Was it me was it you or was it us, it wasn’t one it was all of the above, but it’s over so I don’t really give a fuck, 

male , steady beat with moments the song goes harder , rap/rock