[Theme: Losing people, numbness, survival, and the cold world around you]
[Intro – Melodic, Soft Reverb Vocals]
Yeah…
Still numb, still breathin’…
Still cold-hearted…
But I smile through it.
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[Hook – Sleepy Hallow Melody Flow]
Heart cold still, I been numb since young,
Lost bros in the field, now I sleep with my gun.
Tryna smile in pics but the pain still run,
If I slide, I don’t miss — I was taught: “don’t run.”
They don’t get it, this ain’t for the captions,
I move smart, can’t fall for distractions.
Shorty fell in love with the drill and the passion,
Told her I’m broken, but she still want action.
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[Verse 1 – Smooth, Melancholic Bounce]
Grew up where the nights feel longer than the days,
Where you lose more friends than you see get paid.
Trust? That’s dead, I don’t give that easy,
I seen close ones switch up and leave me.
Money don’t fix what trauma done built,
You can’t heal scars with Louis and guilt.
Still hear voices when the silence hit,
Still walk with a limp from the weight of it.
Lost too much to go laugh like nothin’,
Still got rage when I press that button.
Say I’m cold? Nah, just used to the pain,
I ain’t changed — just played the game.
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[Hook – Repeats, with Light Harmonies Behind It]
Heart cold still, I been numb since young,
Lost bros in the field, now I sleep with my gun.
Tryna smile in pics but the pain still run,
If I slide, I don’t miss — I was taught: “don’t run.”
They don’t get it, this ain’t for the captions,
I move smart, can’t fall for distractions.
Shorty fell in love with the drill and the passion,
Told her I’m broken, but she still want action.
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[Verse 2 – Emotional Depth, Sleepy Hallow Vibe]
She said, “Boy, why your heart so cold?”
I said, “I lost too many, now I move on go.”
This life ain’t sweet, it’s pain on repeat,
Had to cut off fam just to find my peace.
Every L that I took made me numb in the face,
Every friend that I lost left a hole I can’t place.
And I’m tired of the lies, tired of the fake,
But I still keep pushin’ — I don’t pump no brakes.
City too loud, so I drift when I’m thinkin’,
Bottle in hand, got me numb when I’m drinkin’.
Can’t go back, I’ve accepted the cost,
But I still hear the voices of the ones I lost.
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[Hook – Final Chorus, Layered & Fading]
Heart cold still, I been numb since young,
Lost bros in the field, now I sleep with my gun.
Tryna smile in pics but the pain still run,
If I slide, I don’t miss — I was taught: “don’t run.”
They don’t get it, this ain’t for the captions,
I move smart, can’t fall for distractions.
Shorty fell in love with the drill and the passion,
Told her I’m broken, but she still want action.
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[Outro – Fading Melodic Whisper]
Yeah…
Heart cold… but I keep movin’…
Still numb… still breathin’.
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